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2007-04-18T14:21:00.000+08:00

eveybody, call me mrs tan from 16th april onwards!

hees.. im sooo happy lahss..

cos i know you will give me the best in you (:

sometimes i had wonder how would it be like if i dint leave him

i guess things would be very very different

ther will be alot of things i wouldnt dare to decide on; and i would be very woried bout our future tgt

but with my baby darling i feel soooo muchh more secured, cos he fits into my many criteria!

he suits me better!

and im really glad to be with him

baby you are my destiny (:

2007-04-08T13:23:00.000+08:00

argh...
we quarelled AGAIN
)):
and it seems alot more serious then i expected it to be.
call me stubborn, but there are just things i cant compromise on.
even if it cost my lifelong happiness.
))):

i really loved you. but i dun wanna give in everytime.
i want you to give in alittle, is it that difficult?
life is just so not fair.

somehow i got a feeling that this would be our last breakup.
and this sucks.

wish me goodluck

2007-03-22T01:37:00.001+08:00

there's so many things i cant compromise on.
how how?

i know you are working hard for our future; but i really hate it when u cant even spend a proper day with me.
i know i should forgo your past and carry on with life but th past keep haunting me.
i know i shouldnt quarrel with you over trivial matters but i cant refrain from doing so.

im feeling sooooo miserable.
but i love u lehs.
how how?

)x

2007-03-19T22:14:00.000+08:00

im now a polytechnic graduate!
(:

my gpa wasnt impressive.. but well... at least i passed. (:

i feel like getting married now. hahas. :P
i want to be mrs tan lehs... heess...
life's good with him around!

he's the one that all i need. (:

2007-01-26T22:20:00.000+08:00

i love you sooo muchh
i feel like crying...
))':

why is it not meant to be?
why cant you love me the way u used to be?
am i not good enough...
i am not good enough.

i hate the thought of having to let you go.
but i cant bear to see you suffer this way either.
i'd rather be the one.
even if it tears my heart... ):

my love for you is so strong, im willing to give up everything and anything.
i wanted to make you feel good...
but i cant. i failed.
no, maybe i can; if i'd been nicer to you.
baby im sorry.
i dint mean to hurt you in any ways.
im such a sucky girl-f...

dearie.... you really mean the world to me.
i never want to lose you.
what about you?

thanks for everything baby...
i promise that i will forget about the past.
i will move on.
i want you to be happy.
im sorry that im not the one that could make you laugh.
i dont deserve your love.

bebe, you really mean alot to me

2007-01-15T13:43:00.000+08:00

many things have happened recently..
be it good or bad...
and im really glad that things start to fall in place..
des and me have been great recently; despite that incident*...
i choose to give him one last chance. and i promised myself one wrong move on his part, i will let him go.

sometimes i had wonder if i can really be that forgiving...
but i choose to believe that for this once, i am.
i love him too much to let him go.
especially when i know he did those things out of a moment of folly.
i really hope he wun do it again.
or i wont have the courage to forgive him anymore.
)x

maybe part of it is my fault bahss, i asked him to ask her things, and i suggested stupid ideas...
but baby, it's all bcos i believed that ther's no love between you 2 anymore...
so wat if she has been ditched? you have no more responsibility towards her. not anymore... and u noe how it breaks my heart when i saw those msges u sent?
a moment of folly u had say.. but it's not fair... it's just not.
i'd rather it be that u really love her and want to be with her again, than to tell me that u just feel indebted to her...
u feel sorry that you havent been nice to her in the past....and u see this as a chance to pu chang her...
wake up can?
love is not about sympathy...
i dont know.
maybe u didnt really love me before.
maybe im just not good enough for you.
maybe

i dint plan to forgive you initially..
i cant bring myself to
cos im no longer sure: whether u still love me....
but when i saw your 68 missed calls and 4 msges on tt night..
and finally u standing in front of me telling me how impt i am to you...
i just dont have the heart to reject you..
i promised you one last chance. i really hope u would treasure it...
and baby, i will be yours forever.

i noe it's not her fault, and des has all the blame as to why she can be so ya-ya-papaya.. but i really cant stand it when she keep gossip behind our back!
it's our things and she's nth to us.
so who is she to tell others OUR things?
she's really a bitch.
blah blah blah

i wanna grow old with you

2006-12-05T19:39:00.000+08:00

common test is starting from nxt week!
mon and tues and after which....
it's HOLIDAY
((X
so looking forward!

hees
(:

life's been boring...
and there's some prob with my lappy internal modem
*sobss

okiee
i shall end here
dunno what to blog about lerhss
lolsss

good luck to all having common testttt
(((:

2006-11-25T21:47:00.000+08:00

i really hope you are not the one that started this

i simply dont understand
why do ppl jump to conclusions?
why must ppl judge?

im getting so tiredd of these
please dont judge me
he's single when we are together
she gave him up
not the other... ...
can you please get your facts right?

it's not fair
):

2006-11-19T20:35:00.000+08:00

hmms, been feeling insecure again.
):

i quarelled a few times with baby... ...
and he just give in, give in
and
give in.

the past keep hauntng me.
and it seems like im nt able to move on...
what should i do?

)):

sometimes lurvee just isnt enough

baby im sorry that after 2 months of being together im still unable to open up to you
im really a sucky girl-f
and really, thanks for being sooooo nice
you are really too good to be true
...i really believe it when you told me that you have never tolerate anyone to my extent ... ...
for
you do just ANYTHING that you could just to make me feel better
... ...

darling, at times it really make me feel unworthy...
im really not good enough for you
i very much wanna let you go, so that you can find a better gf...
but i cant
)X

the past is making me soooo insecure,
at times i really feel like giving up
the pressure is too much for me to bear
but baby
i dun want to leave you in the lurch
i noe you really need me
and i promised to stay by you no matter what
and im nt prepared to break my promise
yet

baby i lurvee euu

thanks for your singing yahss
it's cuteeee and definitely touching..
the magic is you

2006-11-16T09:46:00.000+08:00

my very first toy from *ahem (((:
more to come!

2006-11-15T04:14:00.000+08:00

congrats!!
((:
our silver staining showed bands!!!
it's like... fnally?
wow... im soo happy lahss
heesss.. we are not that slow/lousy/inefficient afterall (X
hopefully we can get more visible bands bahs!
god bless! (*"v"*)

hohohos,
did i mention my cutie darling bought me little toys?
heess
shall take pics and upload it soon!
it's so nice!
(:

and yesterday he went to bugis again to bought 2 more for me!
so i have 3 in my possessions now!
((:
it's really pretty
and im loving it soooo much...
(X

......
but what really touched me is that he waited a cool 2hr plus for tt little shop to open
))X
aww..
it's nt the first time lerhs, and im kinda guilty
[once he waited 3 hrs for my project session to end just so that he can send me home..]
he's really damn niceeee to me!
(:
dearie im so happy to have you in my life... ...

baby say his parents quite like me...
(: it's such a console lahss
like im glad it dint took them long
lols
anyway his parents are pretty easy to get along with..!
((:

she have been messaging him things again
and i really dun quite like that
but well, i wont/shant judge her
it's her life
... ...
now is 4.26am, i just completed my powerpt slide for LSSS
time to sleep!
BOO*

WORLD PEACE (:

2006-11-07T13:52:00.000+08:00

have been chiong-ing meiji sale for the past two weeks
(x
i tink im gonna gain fat soon!
BOO*
i must go on diet lerhs
before my *ahem* hotcake xian qi me
((:

ohs, my hotcake have been really sweet these days!
im so happy and contented with my life now
i guess he's really the one for me bahss
he makes me feel so loved...
heesss.. baby i lurvee euu

he has been driving me around during his off days.. ..
thanks so much mr liam tee tee
hohohossss
he always try to fetch me after school so tt i would be able to reach home faster/not be so tired after a long day in school
((:

baby im sorry for being such a bitch at times yahss
)):
and i really do treasure euu alot
im really glad to have euu in my life.. ..
*huggies

... ...
our project is finally getting somewher!
*hees*
im so happy lahss
still left one mth ahs
and we are both quite worried due to our very slow progress
but finally!
we are proceeding to AFLP soon enough!
((:
muahahasss
hope everything would be fine!
^^

P.L TAN
mr liam tee tee
hotcake baby
baby hubbs
dearest darling
balloon tan

2006-11-07T13:49:00.000+08:00

my dear choy choy is married )):
aww.. how sad..
*boo
heess.. all the best!
(:

2006-10-20T19:40:00.000+08:00

alot of thoughts came into my mind
and i dont know where to start with
hmms, do love last?
they say true love lasts for 3 years
alright, then after which?
)):

aww..somebody told me that you gotta meet a few wrong ones to be able to appreciate the right one
so what if you were to found out that ur bf/gf isnt the right one for you? will you give him/her up right now?

boo*
L-O-V-E

today something good happened to me!
heesss
choy choy talked to me!
hahass
ok, not exactly me, us (((:
... ...
choy: so what project are you all doing?
me: DNA fingerprinting
choy" so whose project is it?
me: err, ours [pointig to edna and myself]
choy: yahs.. i noe.. who is your supervisor?
edna: Mr chang yoon ching
choy" oh i see

dame pai seh lahss
im sooooo stupid hao ma?
OUR PROJECT
im so gonna be laughed at!
(((x

choy is cuutteee
lolsss
but darling, you are the ultimate yahss
*huggies

一段三文治与烧饼的爱情

2006-10-17T19:49:00.000+08:00

today is a MEMORABLE day (:

im lovin my hotcake' more and more each day
he's been such a sweetie (((:
i warned him to better remember my blog add and guess what he did?
he wrote it on a paper and paste the paper on his cabinet!
and when i ask,'ohs, u ask me not to forget it ahs'
*laughs* he's cuttee~

aww >.< life really aint the same with him around
heesss
he's really nice to me and im really happy with him
he's forever trying to give in and tolerate all my whines and complaints
what more can i ask for?

baby hotcake, thanks for being such a darling ((:

... ...
i really cant believe tat we are together... ...
cos euu are too good to be true! (:
i lurvee everthing about euu
and i wanna live my life with euu
i cant imagine i used to dislike euu sooo much in the past
(X but that was 4 years ago ahss.. dun bear grudges hor
heesss
[euu mean the world to me']
[i never want to lose euu']

烧饼:pls... 不要离开我
三文治: hmm... 我不会离开你

2006-10-13T22:44:00.000+08:00

today is.... ...
meet-the-parents session!
omg
this is the first time im so formally introduced to his parents and im sooo nervous !
luckily his parents are quite nice towards me and this sorta comfort me alittle..
and im glad that things start to fall in place...
(:

2006-10-08T12:58:00.000+08:00

arghs
our project is still getting nowhere
):
everybody is getting their DNA but not us
what exactly went wrong?
other groups have started with PCR and we are still struggling to get our DNA extracted
how depressing can that be?
)):

*boo

baby hubbs:
im very happy with the way things are now
and i certainly hope that it's a mutual feeling
that you are feeling as blessed
((:
... ...
we might not know what lies ahead of us
but i know we would cherish each other nevertheless
i thank god for having you in my life
and if time permits, i really hope to be with you forever
... ...
darling i promise to give you the best in me
(:

thanks for being my mr incredible
(:

2006-10-05T21:50:00.000+08:00

been so long since i last updated
many things happened
and im not sure if i really welcomed those changes
well, that's not up to me to decide anyway
we never would really know/ could really control what lies ahead of us, isnt it?
):

im feeling rather sad now
and i dont know why
... ...
argh
im always feeling dwn on nights when im all alone
maybe i should just stop all my thinkings
but how
lols

ohs,anyway,something good happened to me recently
but i shant reveal it till im sure things would go on smoothly
(:

2006-09-03T17:31:00.000+08:00

you will be stronger with each day that you cry
and you will learn how to fly

i lurvee you baby

久久的遗憾

2006-09-03T15:39:00.000+08:00

to you:

i really like you alot
很遗憾无法等到9月9日
和你一样这个日子会带给我永远的伤感和难忘

虽然每个人都说你对不起我
但我从不恨你
因为我真的从你身上得到很多
快乐的回忆幸福的感动

太多太多了

你是我最想珍惜的人

... ...
你的优柔寡断真的让我很受伤
我却还是很没志气的喜欢着你

我不会虚伪的告诉你我能原谅你对我造成的伤害
但我选择不恨
真正的爱是永恒的接纳和包容
就算有一天
能有人代替让我不再想念你

you will always be in my prayers

当别人在说
爱人是痛苦的/被爱是幸福的
我说
爱是无条件的付出/爱是在别人的需要上看到自己的责任

我要让我喜欢的人成为世上最幸福的男生

就算结果是必须放弃.成全
也义无反顾

你的想法和意见比我的重要

四年的缘分
的确得来不易

缘起缘散
缘生缘灭

顺其自然

握住拳头你什么都拿不到
放开你才会拥有

你是我一辈子幸福的遗憾
我不会忘记你
却也不会记得你

ehs,会不会自己真的不适合恋爱
>.<

always on my mind
P.L.TAN

2006-08-29T23:43:00.000+08:00

goodbye my lover
i will never forget you
for you are once so important to me
you are the best thing that happened to me
i love like never before
for you
you will never be replaced
i love you
i really do

每个人心中只有一个宝贝久了之后他变成了眼泪

珍惜眼前人

我真的很爱你

" 我们不需要一直contact to remember 对方啊因为我永远不会忘记你..........这是我对你的承诺"

P.L.TAN
*laughs

2006-08-21T21:09:00.000+08:00

...
having mixed feelings
hmms

wonder if he have been surfing my blog
... ...

i have decided to come clear with him
i dunno whate lies ahead of me
but i seriously hope that i made the right decision
by letting him go

look, i really still do like you
alot
but
haiss
maybe im just not good enough for you
maybe we are just not meant for each other

... ...
i really hope that you can find someone better
i believe you would
cos im such a sucky gf

dearie
you are still very nice a person
i dont deserve you

hui bu hui fang shou qi shi cai shi yong you

2006-08-21T17:30:00.000+08:00

secretly in love

lols

even if it means that i would get hurt in the end
im still game for it
(:

2006-08-18T17:45:00.000+08:00

i hope i wont fail genomics
boo*
finally!
exams over lerhs.

i give up
*pissed

2006-08-18T06:37:00.000+08:00

i got soooooo muchhhhh to tell
but im having my genomics exam soon enough
2pm
so i think i should be studyin!
arghs
god bless

);

2006-08-14T09:49:00.000+08:00

*laughs*
i feel so stupid
i got a feeling that things wont end up my way
)):
but oh well
decided to give it a try anyway
/:

其实我真的也很喜欢你

would you see me die or will you die for me?

arghs
im so confused
helpppp

2006-08-11T09:59:00.000+08:00

twist of fate
hahas
(:
i used to dislike him soooo muchhh
and now
lolsss

the thought of the superman might be henrykhoo irks me soooo much
im not trying to be mean
i just hope it's not him
god bless

i think it's really time for me to move on
even though i still miss you at times
even though i still love your hugs best
even though......
anyway good luck to you

2006-08-04T17:03:00.000+08:00

you know how funny it sounds when you say that u really like me alot when you have got a girlfriend
and you are engeged in a 6 years relationship

2 years ago i rejected you cos you are attached
2 years later you are courting me all over again
and you are still attached
with the same woman that is

2 years ago you say you would give the woman up for me
2 years later you told me the same stuff all over again

do you think i would want to be a third party
do you think i need you to give her up to prove my worth
do you think you will be happy with me

No
No
No

so please
stop asking me out
stop contacting me
stop saying you want to be with me

and i heard from your friend you are getting married
after you complete your national service
im happy for you
and
so please respect your girlfriend alittle

thank you

2006-08-04T15:48:00.000+08:00

wow
one of my secondary school friend
gave birth to a baby boy
im so very happy for her
(x
you know
it's very nice to be able to find a husband at our age
and she found one
it's very hard to be able to settle down at our age
but she managed to
(: im really happy for her
((:
and i shall pray for her to have eternal happiness
hohohossss
....
suddenly i feel like getting married
lols
and i feel like having babies
hees
but not when i dont even have a bf now
):
*boo

ohs, did i mention i went to junyang's live yin yue hui on wed after my bioinfo test?
god he's damn cutteee
lols
he's so mini
so cuteeeeee
he's very friendly too (:
soooooo sweet lahs
i love his song esp. 'sha sha de shui'
(:
(X
yahs, and i think edna and i is the ONLY year 3 BMS/BIO students around
^^;;
but we really enjoyed the concert lahs
(:

............
this semester is going to end soon..
and next semester would be our last semester lerhs
)):
how time flies
im year 3 now and soon im graduating
yucks*
i feel so old
)x

and now im starting to miss my secondary school alittle after seeing my juniors during the biotech fair
those were such happy days
...secondary days are the best
i miss my sec 3/4 classmates soooo muchhh
oh, on thurs i saw yee wah at SIM but i dint say hi
cos she's sitting quite a distance away from me
but im still glad to see her
she's one of my good pals during sec sch days
((:
still as pretty
(:
hope she's doing fine...
wow
3 years has since passed
................

if i could turn back the pages of time

i hate it when people keep saying
i need a boyfriend/girlfriend
i cant live w/o a boyfriend/girlfriend
i need someone to be there to prove my worth

wake up

2006-08-03T13:17:00.000+08:00

i haven been seeing him these few days ):
but i guess it's not too bad afterall
got to let go sooner or later
so not much difference bahs
):

happily ever after

2006-08-01T14:55:00.000+08:00

i keep coming back
and i dont know why
there's so much i wnted to tell
there's so much i cant tell

i dont know what should i do now

i feel so empty
but im glad
cos feelings dont last
i will be happy all over again

god bless

i lurvee superman
(:

..........
Thanks. All the best to you too.

regards,
SeeTin

If something comes let it come
Dont think about it in terms of good and bad
let it come and let it go

2006-08-01T13:48:00.000+08:00

被自己的期待伤害
所以
比谁都没资格哭
傻瓜

谁说幸福垂手可得的

骗子

2006-08-01T13:39:00.000+08:00

/:

/x

):

)x

)):

))x

));

)':

*cries*
How stupid can i be?

im feeling very awful now.
):

i feel like crying
but im too tired to
and i dont wanna cry for anyone ever again
):
..........
let this be the last

no man willl lose what he never had

Regards,
ST

eugenechen,
happy birthday
(:

2006-07-31T14:55:00.000+08:00

已经蛮久没有看到你了
有点失落
我好怕我怕如果有一天我们的人生不再有交集
怎么办
光是想都很难过了更何况
我会不会太在意你了 ): 我不知道但我真的真的希望你幸福
就算你永远不知道我是谁
喂永远不要觉得寂寞就算事事不如意即时你觉得没人相信你
这会对我不公平因为
我一直都在
请你一定要幸福我会一直一直为你祈祷着的
(:

两条平行线也会有交会的一天我相信

如果让我再看到你我会敲敲你的大头说:" 麻烦记得我" ):

2006-07-31T13:47:00.000+08:00

hmms, i think i can stop my waiting lerhs. >.<
*ponders*
(: im still a happy girl !
must zhi zu bu shi ma?
and it doesnt pay to think too much either.
(x
even though im not that sure if this is the way i want my life to be..
im still goin to live life to the fullest.
even if it means fighting alone...
(:

bless me! :p

2006-07-29T17:59:00.000+08:00

i have been rather paranoid these few days.
and this sucks.
)):
sometimes i feel that there's no one i could rely on.
and i feel like dying.. since my presence (absence) doesnt make a diff.
i feel like the smallest person in the world.
)X
i feel like crying..
for reasons i dont know.
i feel so helpless.. i dont know what's the meaning of life...
i have totally lost faith..
)':
ok, im definitely not down with depression.
lols. i just feel bad.
i shant think too much.
i need to get the old me back.

))':

2006-07-28T14:10:00.000+08:00

如果我爱上你的笑容要怎么收藏要怎么拥有
如果你快乐再不是为我会不会放手其实才是拥有

当你开始期待执着心却也油然而生

一定要放下我执与我所执

祝你幸福

愿众生早日脱离苦及苦因......

2006-07-24T11:32:00.000+08:00

argh.
i still am thinking of it ):
what should i do?
hmmss...

saturday went out with suann they all...
to kbox!
lolss..
the whole thing shi hao xiao de lohs.
lols.
im soooo happy lahs.
ohs, and xinyi bought a bananacake for me from secret receipe..
(: *yummilicious

hmmss..
and we went to esplanade soon after and wait for sun to set..
nth much..
we just sat ther and stone..
but very nice lahss..

something just came to my mind.. jiayi is a dinosaur.. suansin is a pig.. i'm the mrs choy and xinyi is the queen.. shy~

Dr Choy is very cute :)

Regards,
Seetin

2006-07-21T20:50:00.001+08:00

i think im thinkin too much!
i really am thinking too much.
tsk tsk.
wake up wake up!
)):

i must stop thinking of stupid things!
i must
boo*

2006-07-21T20:50:00.000+08:00

i think im thinkin too much!
i really am thinking too much.
tsk tsk.
wake up wake up!
)):

i must stop thinking of stupid things!
i must
boo*

2006-07-19T19:14:00.000+08:00

okay, nth much on my birthday.. since i have to go school..
lolssss..
but still, i received many gifts from my friends!
heesss and alotttt of blessings! im a happy girl ((X
and well,
i got the most special/precious birthday card from suann and co. ! ((:
it simply make my day! ;P
okay, i know i have been showing off the card for the past 2 days to frens i know and dont know, but that goes to show that im reallyyy very very very happy!
:D it has got Dr Choy's wishing on it! hahasss..
i promise i will treasure this card soooooo muchhhhh!
thanks so much suansin and jiayi!
thanks for making my dreams come true k?
you all are the best! ((((((:

stupid tagboard..)): i lost all my posts! but oh well, perhaps it is time to forgive and forget...lucky you, bastard. and friends, thanks for defending me yahs.. you all simply rocks my world!
(:

2006-07-16T21:48:00.000+08:00

idiotic cheapo, where's all your friends now?
lols.

hi maybe u are busy or watever to reply me its ok jus to let u know...did you rem b4 u left beacons regarding the product u did on lorpa syrup? coz it indicated ur name but the report cant be found think maybe they replace it or lose it or did u accidentaly took hm if nt then nvm let them settle... and u wan me to wait for my bd then u sponsor me the present? coz if nt i dun reserve it first

disgusting disgusting disgusting

2006-07-15T21:31:00.000+08:00

pls deposit $250 into henry acc no 109-20413-7 if possible by end of this month. Dun be mistaken nt asking u back money if were to ask that would be more than this amt rite .. ty a lot :)

cool u are great want to say something bad abt my friend fine...he dun dare to tell u let me tell u..ppl talk to u nicely u take it for granted and read ur tagboard i send u....now u wan to be mean i be mean to u...i give u his acc number the previous email..hope by this end u credit into his acc....If u wan to be mean that is not $250 but $450 wan me count for you?

ehs, henrykhoo, this is soooooo you lahs huhs. cool? hahahss. topgear_8@hotmail.com. fuck lahs.

you talk as if i owe you money like that?
come on can? i dint ask you to give me those flowers did i? u did it on your own accord. and u want me to pay 4 those flowers? grow up!

and tell YOU something: i dont care if u r henry or his idiotic friend. Tag for all you want! i thought he got no friend you know? but you prove me otherwise! im so happy for him! *pui

im flirting with him? ehs, are you sick? what did he tell you? he's damn good at acting pity lahs huhs. who is the one whom defame me just to scare my friends off? who is the one whom keep smsing me and refuse to let me go? who is the one that act pity in front of my friends just to gain sympathy? say he wanna commit suicide cos his plan failed and i learnt his ugly side? it's HENRYKHOO. a 27-year old immature kid!

and hey, use your real name can? nid to hide behind screen? too ashamed to be his fren or too afraid to be yourself? Tell you this: when i decided to post the previous entry on my blog im prepared to bear the consequences! and so, bring it on!

heard me? i say BRING IT ON!

ohs, and send me more emails! i will post it online! call me if you dare k? i will wait! but ohs, not at 3am. i need to sleep. (:

mother fucker.

2006-07-14T12:24:00.000+08:00

you know how disgusting one can be?
this is:
hey piggy how ur sch project?ok nt dun be too stress k. hey ask u hor can i request my bd present first,coz i wan to buy nw, but abit ex so u dun have to buy all urself i will fork out the rest myself lor.if u wan me wait till my bd then buy then i wait lor haha

oh, and smsing one at 3 am asking if she is busy is disgusting too

and last, your friendster column "who u want to meet" is very very disgusting!

dont say im very bad by posting one of your many smses.
im nice enough to keep the emails to myself!

and it's very idiotic for someone whom bdae falls in october to ask ppl for present NOW. hahas. scared i flee ahs? i dint ask for the bdae present u gif can? you insisted. maybe i can give you back the things for ur present.

you are very disgusting, and as lowdown as ever. i think you will remain single all of your life, cause you are too disgusting for any girls to fancy. pui*

in case you know who im referring to, and happen to be his fren, i got something to tell: he's very very good at "ban ke lian". we all tot he's nice, initially, until he shows his true color...beware (:

dear kimhuat:
help me tel yang ying the lorpa syrup report is not with me .. or later henry keep sms me ask. so irritating. thanks (:

2006-07-04T22:53:00.000+08:00

thanks so much my little finger bestieee

im glad that things ended up this way

oh yahs, you will forever be the nice guy in my eyes

cos you mean sooo much more

(:

2006-07-04T20:26:00.000+08:00

赖伟兴
祝你前程似锦

thanks for helping clumsy de xinyi and me whenever you can..
you are the best TSO around!

and yes,you are my friend! hohohoss..(:

2006-07-01T22:16:00.000+08:00

你知道吗..
我真的很喜欢你.
我真的曾经很喜欢你.
问我现在吗?
嗯,不能说.
(:
回忆真的很美, 我不想破坏这份美.
现在的你很快乐..知道吗,看到你能幸福,我真的也觉得很幸福..
毕竟你是我一直祝福着的对象啊..

现在的我,只愿能默默的祝福你..
结局真的已不再重要.
对了,你永远是我最重要的朋友..
从以前,到现在..至未来.

我的长发,是为你而留的.
所以,你说..我会忘了你吗? 不会,永远不会..

我可是鼓起勇气问你那个问题的喔..怎么知道你这个大白痴..)X
谢谢你的安慰哦,好朋友. >.<

谢谢你..一直的拥护..
和你保持距离,因为在乎你啊,笨蛋.

以上所言纯属虚构
如有雷同实属巧合

ehs,祝你幸福

得失从缘心无增减

to be continued...

2006-07-01T21:24:00.000+08:00

我开始怀疑自己
不相信生命

也许所有的爱念早在N年前消逝了

always on my mind

2006-06-30T20:22:00.000+08:00

DNA fingerprinting of Doritis Pulcherrima
Principles of AFLP(Amplified Fragment Length Polymorphism)
Compare and contrast of various DNA Fingerprinting Methods

it's time to wake up
(:
must start to work hard lerhs
sooooo stressed
boo*

isabella
上帝的承诺

dr choy is really cuteee
hahasss, xinyi he is!
(X

2006-06-22T11:02:00.000+08:00

活着的理由
是拥有完美的期待

2006-06-19T22:00:00.001+08:00

执子之手与子携老

好美的一句话,不是吗? (:

it's time for me to plan for my future lerhs.. got to make some serious planning.. hmmsss..wait till im nt so tired bahss..>.<

2006-06-17T14:59:00.000+08:00

salad
sad and glad
im so sad now that im leaving beacons
no, i left beacons already.

世上无不散之宴席
有聚必有散
千古不变的定律让世人掉下了无数的泪水.
划过必留痕怎能说忘就不想?
祝福所有对我好和不好的人..都能幸福..

我祈愿所有我在乎的人都能比我多活一天
分离已经很痛苦了更何况是永远的失去?
我不要

生而为人的痛苦不在没法拥有而在无法舍下

本来无一物何处惹尘埃

2006-06-17T09:18:00.001+08:00

finally.. us!

2006-06-17T09:18:00.000+08:00

zebra is the lead ;x

2006-06-17T09:17:00.000+08:00

what r u lookin at, princess jolin?

2006-06-17T09:16:00.001+08:00

muahahahahsss

2006-06-17T09:16:00.000+08:00

welcome to the world of DARKNESS

2006-06-17T09:15:00.001+08:00

suann loves me (::

2006-06-17T09:15:00.000+08:00

jiayi dont like xinyi.. lolsss

2006-06-17T09:14:00.000+08:00

xinyi say i look like an octopus......

2006-06-17T09:13:00.000+08:00

on our way to nite safari

2006-06-17T09:12:00.001+08:00

jiayi is mine!

2006-06-17T09:12:00.000+08:00

i love you darling!

2006-06-17T09:11:00.001+08:00

she always make me laugh (X

2006-06-17T09:11:00.000+08:00

them again

2006-06-17T09:10:00.000+08:00

jiayi and suann

2006-06-17T09:09:00.001+08:00

our team leader and pris!

2006-06-17T09:09:00.000+08:00

kokhui on action!

2006-06-17T09:08:00.000+08:00

the window i always look out to

2006-06-17T09:07:00.001+08:00

pris and him

2006-06-17T09:07:00.000+08:00

me and kokhui

2006-06-17T09:01:00.000+08:00

they are sooo cuteeee

2006-06-17T08:58:00.000+08:00

kok hui on action

2006-06-17T08:55:00.000+08:00

maggie and yudith

2006-06-17T08:54:00.001+08:00

maggiemee and him

2006-06-17T08:54:00.000+08:00

me and kelvin

2006-06-17T08:53:00.000+08:00

yummy!

2006-06-17T08:52:00.001+08:00

den again

2006-06-17T08:52:00.000+08:00

joel and yudith

2006-06-17T08:51:00.000+08:00

attachment students!

2006-06-17T08:50:00.001+08:00

pris and kkh

2006-06-17T08:50:00.000+08:00

kkh n me

2006-06-17T08:49:00.000+08:00

postin for joel's cam

2006-06-17T08:48:00.000+08:00

stop looking

2006-06-17T08:47:00.000+08:00

^^;;

2006-06-17T08:46:00.001+08:00

2006-06-17T08:46:00.000+08:00

wait!

2006-06-17T08:44:00.000+08:00

pris and xinling

2006-06-17T08:43:00.000+08:00

xinling and me

2006-06-15T12:48:00.000+08:00

1 more day.
having mixed feelings.. im glad that im getting out of this place; that dont belong to me.
but it upset me a little that im leavin as well; there are still some nice people around.
i.hate.this.feeling.

to you

im sorry but things can never be the same. so please dont try to salvage situation.for i no longer trust you... im cautious with every words you say; im no longer comfortable with your presence. so please, just leave me alone. move on. cos ill never look back again. you deserve what you get. and no, i no longer hate you. but i just dont want to get close to you anymore. i cant stand betrayal. and im sorry if my attitude towards you sucks.

2006-06-12T12:45:00.000+08:00

nobody really loves me.
im so sick of lies.
cant you all be true to me?
can anyone just tell me how to live life like this?

4 more days. i cant wait.
many proved not to be trustworthy.
perhaps i should learn to mask myself one day.
perhaps.

if love is about trusting that someone faithfully; if love is about lettin go; if love is about making that someone happy; if love tells no lies;

you dont love me.

2006-06-09T22:24:00.000+08:00

亏损失败我取受愿将胜利奉献他.

得失从缘心无增减
得失..
舍得.. 没舍哪有得...

im a buddhist.. not a buddha

let me show you all what im worthy of.

2006-06-09T19:40:00.001+08:00

im so sad that i cant gain your trust.
yes, im a childish attention seeker. if u say it.
you chose to scold me the way u did. for her.
fine.
u dont know what exactly happened okay.
who are you to judge me?
i just said that she's not fit to be my friend. that's all. i didnt do anythin to her can?
and i wont.
im nt as lowdown as u make it seems. im never one.
and please. dun insult my religion can?
why must you hurt me this way.
for her?
dun say u like me if this is the treatment im getting.
i think u like her better.
im really upset that this is how u know me as.
let me tell you this: u never really know me.
u blindly sided her. and stop giving me craps that u are stating the truth.
u are BIASED. towards her. hear my story before u start scolding me.

dearest ~~henry~~,maggie,jasmine and joel.

thanks for being my friend.. believing my hypothesis that friends are those that will stand by you no matter what u have done, regardless of right or wrong. zhen de, you all simply rocks my world.

jasonn come back soon.. i got soo much to tell.. ):

2006-06-09T19:40:00.000+08:00

...

2006-06-01T19:44:00.000+08:00

you know how it feels when the one you care most about dont understand you?
yes, i dont deny that it's our fault for obstractin that person way, but heh, at first he joked round with us n we just tease him back and before we know, he flared up ! and he say we dont know when to be serious! come on lahs, dont joke with us if u cant take jokes can?
And that person keeps repeating his words and speak so loudly for fear none can hear him! we are not deaf can? and we tried to simmer him down at first and he get even more pissed and keep ranting ! it's obvious he's out to humiliate us!
And you say im nt serious in my attachment..i am can? but he just got too much and i cant just keep mum bout it!
YES, im in the wrong; but it's not right for u to keep repeating and ranting huhs?
im pissed not because that person lectured me cos he is the senior but aint he getting too much?
i know we are students and should ren ren ren.. but that doesnt mean i cant fight for MY rights.
and it hurt me so that my friends think we deserve to learn it the HARD WAY.
i really dont care how others think about us , i really dont..but when others is out to humiliate us just because we are students, i wont give in.
hmms..enough rantings, im sooo tired.

i really did try my best to please everyone.. i really did. Unfortunately, i failed miserably.. ):
god, teach me how to live with disappointments.

i wanna go back to school.. im having such a tough time in beacons..but i really learnt soo much..why others say collegues ARE collegues... hahasss..that, i have learnt it through the hard way.

2006-05-29T21:00:00.000+08:00

im sorry if i hurt you.
but i really didnt meant for all this to happen... if you even believe me..
)):
i dont want to lose you. but i know by hurting you this way.. i have lost you forever.
if i could turn back the pages of time... i wish...

对不起; 请你原谅我. (._.)

2006-05-21T18:21:00.000+08:00

缘起缘散缘灭

求不得留不得舍不得

2006-05-11T15:29:00.000+08:00

2006-05-07T15:53:00.000+08:00

因为破镜很难重圆;
所以, 失去的无法重来.

你曾是我雨中的绿茶.

2006-05-05T21:46:00.000+08:00

to you

both of us have really tried hard enough and im convinced that we are indeed not compatible... things have become worse since you went for the camp and yet you dont seemed to know that.and yes, im too demanding for your liking. In you i no longer get the attention i seek and this sucks. you have been neglecting me and no longer give in to me. i dont like the way u speak to me and the way u look at me, do you even know? why do you have to give me the feelings that the GLs are more important when u told me that im the priority of your life? you told me the camo is a yearly event but what about the gatherings? you'd rather go to sentosa to meet them for dinner then coming down to jurong to meet me. so who's the priority? it's been so long but yet you still dont do things the way i want.You know what i want and u chosed to ignore.are you that irritated that day that you have to speak so loudly in public? are you tht tired that you have to alight at your stop w/o sending me home? Am i that annoying? if yes, then good for you, cos i have decided to get myself out of your life. period. i still do love you.until that day. and there's no turning back.i pray for you to be able to find a better girlfriend.thanks for everything.and i've been faithful to you till this day.