eveybody, call me mrs tan from 16th april onwards!

hees.. im sooo happy lahss..

cos i know you will give me the best in you (:



sometimes i had wonder how would it be like if i dint leave him

i guess things would be very very different

ther will be alot of things i wouldnt dare to decide on; and i would be very woried bout our future tgt

but with my baby darling i feel soooo muchh more secured, cos he fits into my many criteria!

he suits me better!

and im really glad to be with him

baby you are my destiny (:

apple loves
2:21 PM

argh...
we quarelled AGAIN
)):
and it seems alot more serious then i expected it to be.
call me stubborn, but there are just things i cant compromise on.
even if it cost my lifelong happiness.
))):

i really loved you. but i dun wanna give in everytime.
i want you to give in alittle, is it that difficult?
life is just so not fair.

somehow i got a feeling that this would be our last breakup.
and this sucks.



















wish me goodluck

apple loves
1:23 PM

there's so many things i cant compromise on.
how how?

i know you are working hard for our future; but i really hate it when u cant even spend a proper day with me.
i know i should forgo your past and carry on with life but th past keep haunting me.
i know i shouldnt quarrel with you over trivial matters but i cant refrain from doing so.

im feeling sooooo miserable.
but i love u lehs.
how how?

)x

apple loves
1:37 AM

im now a polytechnic graduate!
(:

my gpa wasnt impressive.. but well... at least i passed. (:

i feel like getting married now. hahas. :P
i want to be mrs tan lehs... heess...
life's good with him around!

he's the one that all i need. (:

apple loves
10:14 PM

i love you sooo muchh
i feel like crying...
))':

why is it not meant to be?
why cant you love me the way u used to be?
am i not good enough...
i am not good enough.

i hate the thought of having to let you go.
but i cant bear to see you suffer this way either.
i'd rather be the one.
even if it tears my heart... ):

my love for you is so strong, im willing to give up everything and anything.
i wanted to make you feel good...
but i cant. i failed.
no, maybe i can; if i'd been nicer to you.
baby im sorry.
i dint mean to hurt you in any ways.
im such a sucky girl-f...

dearie.... you really mean the world to me.
i never want to lose you.
what about you?


thanks for everything baby...
i promise that i will forget about the past.
i will move on.
i want you to be happy.
im sorry that im not the one that could make you laugh.
i dont deserve your love.










bebe, you really mean alot to me

apple loves
10:20 PM

many things have happened recently..
be it good or bad...
and im really glad that things start to fall in place..
des and me have been great recently; despite that incident*...
i choose to give him one last chance. and i promised myself one wrong move on his part, i will let him go.

sometimes i had wonder if i can really be that forgiving...
but i choose to believe that for this once, i am.
i love him too much to let him go.
especially when i know he did those things out of a moment of folly.
i really hope he wun do it again.
or i wont have the courage to forgive him anymore.
)x

maybe part of it is my fault bahss, i asked him to ask her things, and i suggested stupid ideas...
but baby, it's all bcos i believed that ther's no love between you 2 anymore...
so wat if she has been ditched? you have no more responsibility towards her. not anymore... and u noe how it breaks my heart when i saw those msges u sent?
a moment of folly u had say.. but it's not fair... it's just not.
i'd rather it be that u really love her and want to be with her again, than to tell me that u just feel indebted to her...
u feel sorry that you havent been nice to her in the past....and u see this as a chance to pu chang her...
wake up can?
love is not about sympathy...
i dont know.
maybe u didnt really love me before.
maybe im just not good enough for you.
maybe

i dint plan to forgive you initially..
i cant bring myself to
cos im no longer sure: whether u still love me....
but when i saw your 68 missed calls and 4 msges on tt night..
and finally u standing in front of me telling me how impt i am to you...
i just dont have the heart to reject you..
i promised you one last chance. i really hope u would treasure it...
and baby, i will be yours forever.

i noe it's not her fault, and des has all the blame as to why she can be so ya-ya-papaya.. but i really cant stand it when she keep gossip behind our back!
it's our things and she's nth to us.
so who is she to tell others OUR things?
she's really a bitch.
blah blah blah


i wanna grow old with you

apple loves
1:43 PM

common test is starting from nxt week!
mon and tues and after which....
it's HOLIDAY
((X
so looking forward!

hees
(:

life's been boring...
and there's some prob with my lappy internal modem
*sobss

okiee
i shall end here
dunno what to blog about lerhss
lolsss


good luck to all having common testttt
(((:

apple loves
7:39 PM