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    Sunday, March 19, 2006


    suann with 2 piece chicken meal :) Posted by Picasa


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    .guai shou sao. Posted by Picasa


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    kok hui! he is damn nt photogenic =X Posted by Picasa


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    apple loves
    9:11 AM






    been busy with work these days.. So tiredd :(
    and i've been dealing with chemistry.. ! But work have never been so happy before..x)

    hmms....

    Priscilla and I work under an analyst, Kok hui. He's been so kind towards us! :) he never scold us when we make mistakes and are always wiling to teach.. And though he's a Malaysian but he graduated in NUS and major in chemistry! I'm actually quite amazed by his qualifications..He's a Malaysian lehs.. It is not easy for him to study in Singapore,let alone NUS..

    ive always admired him for his perseverance and i remember once i told him that i hate chemistry, he say ' but y? chemistry is fun with lots of possibilities and discoveries..' i never really did understand what he meant, and i went ahead with my identification test.. the protocol reads '' a white ppt disappears upon the addition of ammonia'' ..as i pipette my 2ml ammonia into the beaker, memories came flashing back. how i used to be amazed by the results,the color change rxn, exo/endogenic rxn...

    it reminds me of my sec sch days..where i used to love chemistry..it's been so long.. since when did i start to dread chemistry? x( obc,ipc is one of those modules that i dislike..but they are chemistry!

    how did i manege to bring all this behind and hate chemistry? is it becos i didnt score well? or is it becos of myself?

    if i dint get into this company,i probably would have hate chemistry for the rest of my life.. the subject that i used to love so much...:(

    Now whenever im doin chem tests i would remind myself of the past and i feel that im starting to love chemistry,back.

    :) even though my project is about DNA fingerprinting, in no ways related to what i'm doin now.. but i'm really glad that i'm in this company..it recollects my love n passion for chemistry.. i'm actually beginning to enjoy my work! and things never go wrong for me now..

    it's passion that keeps one going. :))

    i hope everyone would enjoy their attachment...

    :))


    apple loves
    9:07 AM




    Sunday, March 12, 2006

    i feel like shit.
    )':
    how could things like this happen to me?
    i feel like a total idiot.
    i din mean for things like this to happen.
    haissss.
    i'm such an insensitive idiot.
    i caused so much mishap and i cry for my inability to realise that sooner.
    should have drawn aline between us.
    )':

    ****n i'm sorry to place you in such a situation k.
    ****a i'm sorry to make you feel insecure okay.
    i feel like dying.
    at times, i'm really amazed at my ability to create troubles.
    )):

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    apple loves
    6:21 PM




    Friday, March 10, 2006

    one and a half year.
    i know we have both tried hard enough.
    and now it's all over.
    over and done with.
    i hope for our paths never to cross again.


    time for closure.


    why you are not here when i needed u most.
    you have a choice.
    this is.


    apple loves
    11:02 PM






    i feel so empty.
    this feeling sucks..
    i'm learning. Learn not to feel.
    what should i do?
    somebody help me.
    i'm drowning.
    to where i not know.
    slowly dying i say
    i cant feel my breathing
    i cant sense my heart and soul
    how long
    till i fall
    drop
    and die

    to You:

    you make me feel damn sick. can u dont behave like i really fall madly in love with you?

    even if i did,now i'll announce it to you. it's all over and done with. i bear no feelings for you now and ever.

    and i'll not treat you any nicer.

    so get out of my life and tell your love how you loved her for all i care.

    hell do i care?

    dont wanna see you any sooner.





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    8:31 PM