Apple stories`+.*+.'.

it's almost time to say goodbye.

there's so much reluctunce, especially when we have been together for almost 2 years.

Some we would never meet again; and others might just drift apart...

Time is a strong oxidising agent. And everthing gets reduced to memories....

):

how i wish this day would never come.

再大的情感也抵不过岁月的洗礼
时间终将冲淡一切.

apple loves
6:18 PM

Heavenly father
Thank you for your blessings this day
And for watching over me
Thank you for protecting me and keeping me out of harm ways
As i lay myself to sleep i pray for your protection throughout this night
If by your will i do not wake up in the first light tomorrow please take my soul and place it by your side for all eternity
I praise you Oh God
And i thank you for your wonderful mercy
In the name of jesus
i pray
Amen

apple loves
1:40 AM

my mood hasnt been good these few daysss ):

ther's alot of questions asked; and unanswered.

and the best part is, i dun really like sharing problems..

who wld understand anyway? ):

and so at times, i cant stop but feeling i'm all alone. ))x

remember when i was young, i got lotsa dreams..

i wanna be a photographer, so i can capture unforgettable moments in lfe;

i wanna be a historian, so i can reveal ancient secrets;

i wanna be a astronaut, so i can visit places that many would wanna go;

i wanna be a millionaire, so i can order people arnd;

i wanna be a slpin beauty, so i can sleep forever....

ther's so much dreams..

and as i get older by years..

i know dreams ARE dreams.

not necessary fulfilled, but it stay within you, giving you the drive to move on.

it's dreams that make mankind great -- einstein

how true...

some spend their their life pursuing their dreams, but little succeeded.

and so most of us choose the path that is easier....

i

apple loves
12:07 PM

And i'd give up forever to touch you...

so what is this all about?

like some idiot lahs.

): gonna get myself out of this shit.

it's so difficult/impossible.

)x

and...it's been so long..

everythin have become a routine.

i dont need you as much as someone else.

i can live life better.

its so uncanny how heaven seems to weep with me....

love is all bout letting you go...

i wish you well.

to you:
nothing is real. behind every smile lies so much ugliness. i don't know how to be happy anymore.

when everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am/
you'll always be special to me/could it be any harder to watch you go to face what's true /there's just too much that time cannot erase/i knew i'd lose you

apple loves
9:35 PM

muahahahasssss...

lolsssssss....

hehehessssss....

(:

i'm still kicking!

apple loves
9:30 PM