goodbye my lover
i will never forget you
for you are once so important to me
you are the best thing that happened to me
i love like never before
for you
you will never be replaced
i love you
i really do
每个人心中只有一个宝贝 久了之后 他变成了眼泪
珍惜眼前人
我真的很爱你
" 我们不需要一直contact to remember 对方啊 因为我永远不会忘记你..........这是我对你的承诺"
P.L.TAN
*laughs
apple loves
11:43 PM
...
having mixed feelings
hmms
wonder if he have been surfing my blog
... ...
i have decided to come clear with him
i dunno whate lies ahead of me
but i seriously hope that i made the right decision
by letting him go
look, i really still do like you
alot
but
haiss
maybe im just not good enough for you
maybe we are just not meant for each other
... ...
i really hope that you can find someone better
i believe you would
cos im such a sucky gf
dearie
you are still very nice a person
i dont deserve you
hui bu hui fang shou qi shi cai shi yong you
apple loves
9:09 PM
secretly in love
lols
even if it means that i would get hurt in the end
im still game for it
(:
apple loves
5:30 PM
i hope i wont fail genomics
boo*
finally!
exams over lerhs.
i give up
*pissed
apple loves
5:45 PM
i got soooooo muchhhhh to tell
but im having my genomics exam soon enough
2pm
so i think i should be studyin!
arghs
god bless
);
apple loves
6:37 AM
*laughs*
i feel so stupid
i got a feeling that things wont end up my way
)):
but oh well
decided to give it a try anyway
/:
其实 我真的也很喜欢你
would you see me die or will you die for me?
arghs
im so confused
helpppp
apple loves
9:49 AM
twist of fate
hahas
(:
i used to dislike him soooo muchhh
and now
lolsss
the thought of the superman might be henrykhoo irks me soooo much
im not trying to be mean
i just hope it's not him
god bless
i think it's really time for me to move on
even though i still miss you at times
even though i still love your hugs best
even though......
anyway good luck to you
apple loves
9:59 AM
you know how funny it sounds when you say that u really like me alot when you have got a girlfriend
and you are engeged in a 6 years relationship
2 years ago i rejected you cos you are attached
2 years later you are courting me all over again
and you are still attached
with the same woman that is
2 years ago you say you would give the woman up for me
2 years later you told me the same stuff all over again
do you think i would want to be a third party
do you think i need you to give her up to prove my worth
do you think you will be happy with me
No
No
No
so please
stop asking me out
stop contacting me
stop saying you want to be with me
and i heard from your friend you are getting married
after you complete your national service
im happy for you
and
so please respect your girlfriend alittle
thank you
apple loves
5:03 PM
wow
one of my secondary school friend
gave birth to a baby boy
im so very happy for her
(x
you know
it's very nice to be able to find a husband at our age
and she found one
it's very hard to be able to settle down at our age
but she managed to
(: im really happy for her
((:
and i shall pray for her to have eternal happiness
hohohossss
....
suddenly i feel like getting married
lols
and i feel like having babies
hees
but not when i dont even have a bf now
):
*boo
ohs, did i mention i went to junyang's live yin yue hui on wed after my bioinfo test?
god he's damn cutteee
lols
he's so mini
so cuteeeeee
he's very friendly too (:
soooooo sweet lahs
i love his song esp. 'sha sha de shui'
(:
(X
yahs, and i think edna and i is the ONLY year 3 BMS/BIO students around
^^;;
but we really enjoyed the concert lahs
(:
............
this semester is going to end soon..
and next semester would be our last semester lerhs
)):
how time flies
im year 3 now and soon im graduating
yucks*
i feel so old
)x
and now im starting to miss my secondary school alittle after seeing my juniors during the biotech fair
those were such happy days
...secondary days are the best
i miss my sec 3/4 classmates soooo muchhh
oh, on thurs i saw yee wah at SIM but i dint say hi
cos she's sitting quite a distance away from me
but im still glad to see her
she's one of my good pals during sec sch days
((:
still as pretty
(:
hope she's doing fine...
wow
3 years has since passed
................
if i could turn back the pages of time
i hate it when people keep saying
i need a boyfriend/girlfriend
i cant live w/o a boyfriend/girlfriend
i need someone to be there to prove my worthwake up
apple loves
3:48 PM
i haven been seeing him these few days ):
but i guess it's not too bad afterall
got to let go sooner or later
so not much difference bahs
):
happily ever after
apple loves
1:17 PM
i keep coming back
and i dont know why
there's so much i wnted to tell
there's so much i cant tell
i dont know what should i do now
i feel so empty
but im glad
cos feelings dont last
i will be happy all over again
god bless
i lurvee superman
(:
..........
Thanks. All the best to you too.
regards,
SeeTin
If something comes let it come
Dont think about it in terms of good and bad
let it come and let it go
apple loves
2:55 PM
被自己的期待伤害
所以
比谁都没资格哭
傻瓜
谁说幸福垂手可得的
骗子
apple loves
1:48 PM
/:
/x
):
)x
)):
))x
));
)':
*cries*
How stupid can i be?
im feeling very awful now.
):
i feel like crying
but im too tired to
and i dont wanna cry for anyone ever again
):
..........
let this be the last
no man willl lose what he never had
Regards,
ST
eugenechen,
happy birthday
(:
apple loves
1:39 PM