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已经蛮久没有看到你了
有点失落
我好怕我怕如果有一天我们的人生不再有交集
怎么办
光是想都很难过了更何况
我会不会太在意你了 ): 我不知道但我真的真的希望你幸福
就算你永远不知道我是谁
喂永远不要觉得寂寞就算事事不如意即时你觉得没人相信你
这会对我不公平因为
我一直都在
请你一定要幸福我会一直一直为你祈祷着的
(:

两条平行线也会有交会的一天我相信

如果让我再看到你我会敲敲你的大头说:" 麻烦记得我" ):

apple loves
2:55 PM

hmms, i think i can stop my waiting lerhs. >.<
*ponders*
(: im still a happy girl !
must zhi zu bu shi ma?
and it doesnt pay to think too much either.
(x
even though im not that sure if this is the way i want my life to be..
im still goin to live life to the fullest.
even if it means fighting alone...
(:

bless me! :p

apple loves
1:47 PM

i have been rather paranoid these few days.
and this sucks.
)):
sometimes i feel that there's no one i could rely on.
and i feel like dying.. since my presence (absence) doesnt make a diff.
i feel like the smallest person in the world.
)X
i feel like crying..
for reasons i dont know.
i feel so helpless.. i dont know what's the meaning of life...
i have totally lost faith..
)':
ok, im definitely not down with depression.
lols. i just feel bad.
i shant think too much.
i need to get the old me back.

))':

apple loves
5:59 PM

如果我爱上你的笑容要怎么收藏要怎么拥有
如果你快乐再不是为我会不会放手其实才是拥有

当你开始期待执着心却也油然而生

一定要放下我执与我所执

祝你幸福

愿众生早日脱离苦及苦因......

apple loves
2:10 PM

argh.
i still am thinking of it ):
what should i do?
hmmss...

saturday went out with suann they all...
to kbox!
lolss..
the whole thing shi hao xiao de lohs.
lols.
im soooo happy lahs.
ohs, and xinyi bought a bananacake for me from secret receipe..
(: *yummilicious

hmmss..
and we went to esplanade soon after and wait for sun to set..
nth much..
we just sat ther and stone..
but very nice lahss..

something just came to my mind.. jiayi is a dinosaur.. suansin is a pig.. i'm the mrs choy and xinyi is the queen.. shy~

Dr Choy is very cute :)

Regards,
Seetin

apple loves
11:32 AM

i think im thinkin too much!
i really am thinking too much.
tsk tsk.
wake up wake up!
)):

i must stop thinking of stupid things!
i must
boo*

apple loves
8:50 PM

i think im thinkin too much!
i really am thinking too much.
tsk tsk.
wake up wake up!
)):

i must stop thinking of stupid things!
i must
boo*

apple loves
8:50 PM

okay, nth much on my birthday.. since i have to go school..
lolssss..
but still, i received many gifts from my friends!
heesss and alotttt of blessings! im a happy girl ((X
and well,
i got the most special/precious birthday card from suann and co. ! ((:
it simply make my day! ;P
okay, i know i have been showing off the card for the past 2 days to frens i know and dont know, but that goes to show that im reallyyy very very very happy!
:D it has got Dr Choy's wishing on it! hahasss..
i promise i will treasure this card soooooo muchhhhh!
thanks so much suansin and jiayi!
thanks for making my dreams come true k?
you all are the best! ((((((:

stupid tagboard..)): i lost all my posts! but oh well, perhaps it is time to forgive and forget...lucky you, bastard. and friends, thanks for defending me yahs.. you all simply rocks my world!
(:

apple loves
7:14 PM

idiotic cheapo, where's all your friends now?
lols.

hi maybe u are busy or watever to reply me its ok jus to let u know...did you rem b4 u left beacons regarding the product u did on lorpa syrup? coz it indicated ur name but the report cant be found think maybe they replace it or lose it or did u accidentaly took hm if nt then nvm let them settle... and u wan me to wait for my bd then u sponsor me the present? coz if nt i dun reserve it first

disgusting disgusting disgusting

apple loves
9:48 PM

pls deposit $250 into henry acc no 109-20413-7 if possible by end of this month. Dun be mistaken nt asking u back money if were to ask that would be more than this amt rite .. ty a lot :)

cool u are great want to say something bad abt my friend fine...he dun dare to tell u let me tell u..ppl talk to u nicely u take it for granted and read ur tagboard i send u....now u wan to be mean i be mean to u...i give u his acc number the previous email..hope by this end u credit into his acc....If u wan to be mean that is not $250 but $450 wan me count for you?

ehs, henrykhoo, this is soooooo you lahs huhs. cool? hahahss. topgear_8@hotmail.com. fuck lahs.

you talk as if i owe you money like that?
come on can? i dint ask you to give me those flowers did i? u did it on your own accord. and u want me to pay 4 those flowers? grow up!

and tell YOU something: i dont care if u r henry or his idiotic friend. Tag for all you want! i thought he got no friend you know? but you prove me otherwise! im so happy for him! *pui

im flirting with him? ehs, are you sick? what did he tell you? he's damn good at acting pity lahs huhs. who is the one whom defame me just to scare my friends off? who is the one whom keep smsing me and refuse to let me go? who is the one that act pity in front of my friends just to gain sympathy? say he wanna commit suicide cos his plan failed and i learnt his ugly side? it's HENRYKHOO. a 27-year old immature kid!

and hey, use your real name can? nid to hide behind screen? too ashamed to be his fren or too afraid to be yourself? Tell you this: when i decided to post the previous entry on my blog im prepared to bear the consequences! and so, bring it on!

heard me? i say BRING IT ON!

ohs, and send me more emails! i will post it online! call me if you dare k? i will wait! but ohs, not at 3am. i need to sleep. (:

mother fucker.

apple loves
9:31 PM

you know how disgusting one can be?
this is:
hey piggy how ur sch project?ok nt dun be too stress k. hey ask u hor can i request my bd present first,coz i wan to buy nw, but abit ex so u dun have to buy all urself i will fork out the rest myself lor.if u wan me wait till my bd then buy then i wait lor haha

oh, and smsing one at 3 am asking if she is busy is disgusting too

and last, your friendster column "who u want to meet" is very very disgusting!

dont say im very bad by posting one of your many smses.
im nice enough to keep the emails to myself!

and it's very idiotic for someone whom bdae falls in october to ask ppl for present NOW. hahas. scared i flee ahs? i dint ask for the bdae present u gif can? you insisted. maybe i can give you back the things for ur present.

you are very disgusting, and as lowdown as ever. i think you will remain single all of your life, cause you are too disgusting for any girls to fancy. pui*

in case you know who im referring to, and happen to be his fren, i got something to tell: he's very very good at "ban ke lian". we all tot he's nice, initially, until he shows his true color...beware (:

dear kimhuat:
help me tel yang ying the lorpa syrup report is not with me .. or later henry keep sms me ask. so irritating. thanks (:

apple loves
12:24 PM

thanks so much my little finger bestieee

im glad that things ended up this way

oh yahs, you will forever be the nice guy in my eyes

cos you mean sooo much more

(:

apple loves
10:53 PM

赖伟兴
祝你前程似锦

thanks for helping clumsy de xinyi and me whenever you can..
you are the best TSO around!

and yes,you are my friend! hohohoss..(:

apple loves
8:26 PM

你知道吗..
我真的很喜欢你.
我真的曾经很喜欢你.
问我现在吗?
嗯,不能说.
(:
回忆真的很美, 我不想破坏这份美.
现在的你很快乐..知道吗,看到你能幸福,我真的也觉得很幸福..
毕竟你是我一直祝福着的对象啊..

现在的我,只愿能默默的祝福你..
结局真的已不再重要.
对了,你永远是我最重要的朋友..
从以前,到现在..至未来.

我的长发,是为你而留的.
所以,你说..我会忘了你吗? 不会,永远不会..

我可是鼓起勇气问你那个问题的喔..怎么知道你这个大白痴..)X
谢谢你的安慰哦,好朋友. >.<

谢谢你..一直的拥护..
和你保持距离,因为在乎你啊,笨蛋.

以上所言纯属虚构
如有雷同实属巧合

ehs,祝你幸福

得失从缘心无增减

to be continued...

apple loves
10:16 PM

我开始怀疑自己
不相信生命

也许所有的爱念早在N年前消逝了

always on my mind

apple loves
9:24 PM