you know how it feels when the one you care most about dont understand you?
yes, i dont deny that it's our fault for obstractin that person way, but heh, at first he joked round with us n we just tease him back and before we know, he flared up ! and he say we dont know when to be serious! come on lahs, dont joke with us if u cant take jokes can?
And that person keeps repeating his words and speak so loudly for fear none can hear him! we are not deaf can? and we tried to simmer him down at first and he get even more pissed and keep ranting ! it's obvious he's out to humiliate us!
And you say im nt serious in my attachment..i am can? but he just got too much and i cant just keep mum bout it!
YES, im in the wrong; but it's not right for u to keep repeating and ranting huhs?
im pissed not because that person lectured me cos he is the senior but aint he getting too much?
i know we are students and should ren ren ren.. but that doesnt mean i cant fight for MY rights.
and it hurt me so that my friends think we deserve to learn it the HARD WAY.
i really dont care how others think about us , i really dont..but when others is out to humiliate us just because we are students, i wont give in.
hmms..enough rantings, im sooo tired.

i really did try my best to please everyone.. i really did. Unfortunately, i failed miserably.. ):
god, teach me how to live with disappointments.

i wanna go back to school.. im having such a tough time in beacons..but i really learnt soo much..why others say collegues ARE collegues... hahasss..that, i have learnt it through the hard way.

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